it is a hard day, the headache, the stomachache, the pain in my heart. but I finish my test. Everyday this term I walk on the line of die or live, but I get through them, for him. I am not like him, I don't have the goal for myself, what I do now is to have the chance to accompany him. I am ashamed for this, but don't regret. I know I want to write a book, want to paint, want to read the beautiful novel. and a home.
I am really afraid that I will make others worse, especially whom I love. I always make the same mistakes again and again. Don't live the life as me, I want to tell others, live a better life. Why I can't control myself? I know that I will lose the free time If I don't enjoy it now, but if I have lost the brighter future? I can't imagine it.
finish all test, and finish the present of his birthday, begin the life of my long long holiday.
read english and japanese and law
feel the life is complete.
have a good trip and sing the animation's theme. I hope I'm the girl who are young forever just like you love. I always beat by my inferiority. I will be proud of the truth that I had you. The boy who can sing beautiful song, who is as quiet as the silence of forest.
when I saw him, I would be confused why I was angry with a so cute boy, then I thought it is love.
I wouldn't be upset when he was here, but when he was not here, I couldn't control myself.
I have bulimia and don't have enough possessiveness, but I want to change, really.
have a wonderful night, a good film with friends, with him.
I must do what I should do, the paper, the english, the japanese.
the word, the music, the paint.
the book, the nover, the tale.
the work, the word.
make it.
From today, I want to study law for 10 hours a day, and keep this for three days.
so I muFrom today, I want to study law for 10 hours a day, and keep this for three days.
so I must have 20 tomatos on my cellphone....zoe
for today I have to finish book reading. and tomorrow I must finish recite 7 sections of my text.
and the day after tomorrow, I must synthesize them.
