现实中的楚门 Another Truman show in Reality

我是楚门，非肖申克的聪明囚徒。
I am Truman,not Andy Dufresne in The Shawshank Redemption.
我一无所有，甚至没有一把小鹤嘴锄。
I have nothing in my life,even a piece of little pickaxe.
人生是黑色的，又是如此的荒谬。
My life is black and so ridiculous.
一个无心的过错，我却要为此付出一生的代价。
I have to pay price for this careless fault with all my life.
人生对别人来说，是一场秀；对我来说，就是一个局。
Life is a show for others,but a game for me.
别人投入这场秀，我却想逃出这个局。
They are eager to devote themselves to the show and I want to escape from the game.
但是，我始终摆脱不掉。
But I couldn’t get rid of it.
天使姐姐，你总是在我最失意的时候出现，一次又一次重燃我内心的希望之火。
Sister angel,you always appear when I was most disappointed, and reignite fire in my heart again and again.
每一次希望之火过后注定就是失败的灰烬。
It’s my fate that ashes of failure after fire of hope every time.
这正是做局者的高明。
That is brilliant skill of the game players.
现实中的楚门
It’s another Truman show in reality.
其实我真的一无所有。
Actually I have nothing at all.
2015.2.20