掃花遊 (Tang poetry 341 - 350)
如魚似水相知。良天好景，深憐多愛，無非盡意依隨
念利名、憔悴長縈絆。追往事、空慘愁顏
繾綣。洞房悄悄，繡被重重，夜永歡餘，共有海約山盟，記得翠雲偷翦。和鳴彩鳳于飛燕。間柳徑花陰攜手遍。情眷戀。向其間、密約輕憐事何限。忍聚散。況已結深深願。願人間天上，暮雲朝雨長相見。
菊花新（中呂調）
欲掩香幃論繾綣。先斂雙蛾愁夜短。催促少年 (梨) 郎，先去睡、鴛衾圖暖。
須臾放了殘針線。脫羅裳、恣情無限。留取帳前燈，時時待、看伊嬌面。
怎向心緒，近日厭厭長似病。佳期杳無定
仍攜手，眷戀香衾繡被。
情漸美。算好把、夕雨朝雲相繼
莫閒愁。共綠蟻、紅粉相尤。向繡幄，醉倚芳姿睡，算除此外何求。
苦留連。鳳衾鴛枕，忍負良天。
細追想處皆堪惜。自別後、幽怨與閒愁，成堆積。
添傷感，將何計。空只恁，厭厭地。
怎忘得、香閣共伊時，嫌更短。 Sie?? 纏綿未夠 that night?
水村漁市，閑思更遠
新晴。韶光明媚，輕煙淡薄和氣暖，望花村、路隱映，
向繡幃、深處並枕，說如此牽情。
魂消。念歡娛事，煙波阻、後約方遙。還經歲，問怎生禁得，如許無聊。
天然俏、自來奸黠。最奇絕。是笑時、媚靨深深，百態千嬌，再三偎著，再三香滑。
鳳幃夜短，偏愛日高眠。起來貪顛耍，只恁殘卻黛眉，不整花鈿。
有時攜手閑坐，偎倚綠窗前。溫柔情態盡人憐。畫堂春過，悄悄落花天。最是嬌癡處，尤殢檀郎，未教拆了秋千。
思念多媚多嬌，咫尺千山隔。都為深情密愛，不忍輕離拆。好天良夕。鴛帷寂寞，算得也應暗相憶。
紅窗聽（仙呂調）
如削肌膚紅玉瑩。舉措有、許多端正。二年三歲同鴛寢。表溫柔心性。
仙呂? why not 僊侶???
拋擲雲泉，狎玩塵土，壯節等閒消。幸有五湖煙浪，一船風月，會須歸去老漁樵。
空憐愛。奈伊何。
只恁寂寞厭厭地。系我一生心，負你千行淚。
閒暇。每只向、洞房深處，痛憐極寵，
對千里寒光，念幽期阻、當殘景。早是多情多病。那堪細把，舊約前歡重省。
最苦碧雲信斷，仙鄉路杳，歸鴻難倩。
念千里煙波，迢迢前約，舊歡慵省，一向無心緒。
語聲猶顫不成嬌。乍得見、兩魂消。
好夕良天長孤負。洞房閑掩，小屏空、無心覷。指歸雲，仙鄉杳、在何處。遙夜香衾暖，算誰與。知他深深約，記得否。
鳳凰閣
匆匆相見，懊惱恩情太薄。霎時雲雨人拋卻。教我行思坐想，肌膚如削。恨只恨、相違舊約。
相思成病，那更瀟瀟雨落。斷腸人在闌幹角。山遠水遠人遠，音信難托。這滋味、黃昏又惡。
was i wrong?? i don't think so, but my attitude to my dad was bad, however, i regret nothing. i'm so sick of this crazy world.
want to make taro cheesecake for Sie, want to make yogurt cheesecake for Sie, want to make yam cheesecake for Sie, want to make strawberry cheesecake for Sie, want to make all kinds of deserts for Sie. want to make liquid brownie for Sie. want to be with Sie, never never ever want to be with my parents at all, nor do i want to see them in heaven. yes, i'm that wicked, i don't care where my parents are going after death. nor do i pray about this for them, i've stopped that long long ago.
i wonder why i'm so wicked, why i'm so sick of my parents. both of them.
i guess i'm possessed by Satan again.
Juan 341
百葉雙桃晚更紅，窺窗映竹見玲瓏。
應知侍史歸天上，故伴仙郎宿禁中。
藹藹溪流慢，梢梢岸筱長。穿沙碧簳淨，落水紫苞香
蜂蝶去紛紛，香風隔岸聞。欲知花島處，水上覓紅雲。
罫布畦堪數，枝分水莫尋。魚肥知已秀，鶴沒覺初深。
浮豔侵天難就看，清香撲地只遙聞。
春風也是多情思，故揀繁枝折贈君。
喚起窗全曙，催歸日未西。無心花裏鳥，更與盡情啼。
擾擾馳名者，誰能一日閑。我來無伴侶，把酒對南山。
青幢紫蓋立童童，細雨浮煙作彩籠。
不得畫師來貌取，定知難見一生中。
斷送一生惟有酒，尋思百計不如閑。
莫憂世事兼身事，須著人間比夢間。
傍砌看紅藥，巡池詠白蘋.多情懷酒伴，餘事作詩人。
雨後來更好，繞池遍青青。柳花閑度竹，菱葉故穿萍。
一徑向池斜，池塘野草花。雨多添柳耳，水長減蒲芽
今夕知何夕，花然錦帳中。自能當雪暖，那肯待春紅。
曲江綠柳變煙條，寒穀冰隨暖氣銷。
才見春光生綺陌，已聞清樂動雲韶。
經過柳陌與桃蹊，尋逐春光著處迷。
鳥度時時沖絮起，花繁袞袞壓枝低。
竹柏風雨過，蕭疏台殿涼。石渠寫奔溜，金刹照頹陽。
鶴飛岩煙碧，鹿鳴澗草香。山僧引清梵，幡蓋繞回廊。
春晴生縹緲，軟吹和初遍。池影動淵淪，山容發蔥蒨.
遲遲入綺閣，習習流芳甸。樹杪颺鶯啼，階前落花片。
韶光恐閑放，旭日宜遊宴。文客拂塵衣，仁風願回扇。
小雪已晴蘆葉暗，長波乍急鶴聲嘶。
孤舟一夜宿流水，眼看山頭月落溪。
小雪已晴蘆葉暗，長波乍急鶴聲嘶。
孤舟一夜宿流水，眼看山頭月落溪。
Ihr wife is a wicked witch. i'm so sorry, my darling. don't know why i'm like so, why my conducts are like so, could not control myself.
does everybody hate me? i don't mind any more. i have abandoned myself long long ago. maybe i should give up struggling. God does not give me rest at all, instead, He allows Satan to ensnare me every moment of my life, why should i work so hard, just to please such a terrible God???? whatever, there is absolutely no way for me to be an innocent meek lamb. hahahaha, never expected i would end up like this. all of these are beyond my control, including my temper. angry all the time, yes, i am unable to control myself. then what? punish me? go ahead. God is fully responsible for my sinfulness. i'm completely disgusted by myself, by God, by Satan, by my parents, by my grandma, by my uncle, by this corrupted world, by everyone. 我真的完了. 我這種人活在世上作甚麼呢?????
so, how would Sie pray for me today, birne gege? for my early death, yes please, thanks a lot.
念利名、憔悴長縈絆。追往事、空慘愁顏
繾綣。洞房悄悄，繡被重重，夜永歡餘，共有海約山盟，記得翠雲偷翦。和鳴彩鳳于飛燕。間柳徑花陰攜手遍。情眷戀。向其間、密約輕憐事何限。忍聚散。況已結深深願。願人間天上，暮雲朝雨長相見。
菊花新（中呂調）
欲掩香幃論繾綣。先斂雙蛾愁夜短。催促少年 (梨) 郎，先去睡、鴛衾圖暖。
須臾放了殘針線。脫羅裳、恣情無限。留取帳前燈，時時待、看伊嬌面。
怎向心緒，近日厭厭長似病。佳期杳無定
仍攜手，眷戀香衾繡被。
情漸美。算好把、夕雨朝雲相繼
莫閒愁。共綠蟻、紅粉相尤。向繡幄，醉倚芳姿睡，算除此外何求。
苦留連。鳳衾鴛枕，忍負良天。
細追想處皆堪惜。自別後、幽怨與閒愁，成堆積。
添傷感，將何計。空只恁，厭厭地。
怎忘得、香閣共伊時，嫌更短。 Sie?? 纏綿未夠 that night?
水村漁市，閑思更遠
新晴。韶光明媚，輕煙淡薄和氣暖，望花村、路隱映，
向繡幃、深處並枕，說如此牽情。
魂消。念歡娛事，煙波阻、後約方遙。還經歲，問怎生禁得，如許無聊。
天然俏、自來奸黠。最奇絕。是笑時、媚靨深深，百態千嬌，再三偎著，再三香滑。
鳳幃夜短，偏愛日高眠。起來貪顛耍，只恁殘卻黛眉，不整花鈿。
有時攜手閑坐，偎倚綠窗前。溫柔情態盡人憐。畫堂春過，悄悄落花天。最是嬌癡處，尤殢檀郎，未教拆了秋千。
思念多媚多嬌，咫尺千山隔。都為深情密愛，不忍輕離拆。好天良夕。鴛帷寂寞，算得也應暗相憶。
紅窗聽（仙呂調）
如削肌膚紅玉瑩。舉措有、許多端正。二年三歲同鴛寢。表溫柔心性。
仙呂? why not 僊侶???
拋擲雲泉，狎玩塵土，壯節等閒消。幸有五湖煙浪，一船風月，會須歸去老漁樵。
空憐愛。奈伊何。
只恁寂寞厭厭地。系我一生心，負你千行淚。
閒暇。每只向、洞房深處，痛憐極寵，
對千里寒光，念幽期阻、當殘景。早是多情多病。那堪細把，舊約前歡重省。
最苦碧雲信斷，仙鄉路杳，歸鴻難倩。
念千里煙波，迢迢前約，舊歡慵省，一向無心緒。
語聲猶顫不成嬌。乍得見、兩魂消。
好夕良天長孤負。洞房閑掩，小屏空、無心覷。指歸雲，仙鄉杳、在何處。遙夜香衾暖，算誰與。知他深深約，記得否。
鳳凰閣
匆匆相見，懊惱恩情太薄。霎時雲雨人拋卻。教我行思坐想，肌膚如削。恨只恨、相違舊約。
相思成病，那更瀟瀟雨落。斷腸人在闌幹角。山遠水遠人遠，音信難托。這滋味、黃昏又惡。
was i wrong?? i don't think so, but my attitude to my dad was bad, however, i regret nothing. i'm so sick of this crazy world.
want to make taro cheesecake for Sie, want to make yogurt cheesecake for Sie, want to make yam cheesecake for Sie, want to make strawberry cheesecake for Sie, want to make all kinds of deserts for Sie. want to make liquid brownie for Sie. want to be with Sie, never never ever want to be with my parents at all, nor do i want to see them in heaven. yes, i'm that wicked, i don't care where my parents are going after death. nor do i pray about this for them, i've stopped that long long ago.
i wonder why i'm so wicked, why i'm so sick of my parents. both of them.
i guess i'm possessed by Satan again.
Juan 341
百葉雙桃晚更紅，窺窗映竹見玲瓏。
應知侍史歸天上，故伴仙郎宿禁中。
藹藹溪流慢，梢梢岸筱長。穿沙碧簳淨，落水紫苞香
蜂蝶去紛紛，香風隔岸聞。欲知花島處，水上覓紅雲。
罫布畦堪數，枝分水莫尋。魚肥知已秀，鶴沒覺初深。
浮豔侵天難就看，清香撲地只遙聞。
春風也是多情思，故揀繁枝折贈君。
喚起窗全曙，催歸日未西。無心花裏鳥，更與盡情啼。
擾擾馳名者，誰能一日閑。我來無伴侶，把酒對南山。
青幢紫蓋立童童，細雨浮煙作彩籠。
不得畫師來貌取，定知難見一生中。
斷送一生惟有酒，尋思百計不如閑。
莫憂世事兼身事，須著人間比夢間。
傍砌看紅藥，巡池詠白蘋.多情懷酒伴，餘事作詩人。
雨後來更好，繞池遍青青。柳花閑度竹，菱葉故穿萍。
一徑向池斜，池塘野草花。雨多添柳耳，水長減蒲芽
今夕知何夕，花然錦帳中。自能當雪暖，那肯待春紅。
曲江綠柳變煙條，寒穀冰隨暖氣銷。
才見春光生綺陌，已聞清樂動雲韶。
經過柳陌與桃蹊，尋逐春光著處迷。
鳥度時時沖絮起，花繁袞袞壓枝低。
竹柏風雨過，蕭疏台殿涼。石渠寫奔溜，金刹照頹陽。
鶴飛岩煙碧，鹿鳴澗草香。山僧引清梵，幡蓋繞回廊。
春晴生縹緲，軟吹和初遍。池影動淵淪，山容發蔥蒨.
遲遲入綺閣，習習流芳甸。樹杪颺鶯啼，階前落花片。
韶光恐閑放，旭日宜遊宴。文客拂塵衣，仁風願回扇。
小雪已晴蘆葉暗，長波乍急鶴聲嘶。
孤舟一夜宿流水，眼看山頭月落溪。
小雪已晴蘆葉暗，長波乍急鶴聲嘶。
孤舟一夜宿流水，眼看山頭月落溪。
Ihr wife is a wicked witch. i'm so sorry, my darling. don't know why i'm like so, why my conducts are like so, could not control myself.
does everybody hate me? i don't mind any more. i have abandoned myself long long ago. maybe i should give up struggling. God does not give me rest at all, instead, He allows Satan to ensnare me every moment of my life, why should i work so hard, just to please such a terrible God???? whatever, there is absolutely no way for me to be an innocent meek lamb. hahahaha, never expected i would end up like this. all of these are beyond my control, including my temper. angry all the time, yes, i am unable to control myself. then what? punish me? go ahead. God is fully responsible for my sinfulness. i'm completely disgusted by myself, by God, by Satan, by my parents, by my grandma, by my uncle, by this corrupted world, by everyone. 我真的完了. 我這種人活在世上作甚麼呢?????
so, how would Sie pray for me today, birne gege? for my early death, yes please, thanks a lot.
