杂记

1. 在零食店买零食，店里突然放起the xx的intro. 不大的店里头大概加店员有七八个人，但只有我一个人留意到这首歌，于是偷偷地笑起来。

2. 七武士里头，三船敏郎演的最好的部分其实是他各种quixotic式的笑。一句题外话，我觉得世界上要是有神，应该也会跟他一样说，“我最讨厌可怜虫，见到就想打！” 然后气呼呼地转过身去踢草。

3. 关于卡夫卡的the judgment, 不能用无聊的弗洛伊德式的精分分析去理解。诚然卡夫卡跟他爸有这样那样的问题，但卡夫卡的小故事怎么又会囿于如此局限又自恋的父子关系呢。其实还是跟《豹》一样殊途同归的难题：We all think ourseles as the salt of the earth.

4. 还是卡夫卡。The Penal Colony里头，卡夫卡其实讲的是正义这件事很扯。当然也不是纯粹的“很扯。” The baffling ting about Kafka is that it is hard to come to a definitive conclusion whether he's mocking or sympathizing with something. 譬如正义。譬如Leutenant的martyrdom，譬如Metamorphosis里头Gregor变成一只巨型"Dung-beetle" (纳博科夫的讲座就很appropriately地俏皮，就昆虫学角度分析了一通Gregor变身后可能的属类)，it's funny and sad at the same time. And as that lobster guy duely observed, 卡夫卡的本质其实很大一部分是幽默。

5. 其实我觉得Frances Ha gets it right. 仔细想一想，结婚多年后的夫妇的确更接近没有性生活的共生关系。To this extent, 我为啥不跟我的好朋友们结婚呢？#坚决不生育 #与时代的浪潮坚决作对

6. 春节结束，开学之后，妹妹每天五点钟会起床做早饭磨咖啡，然后我六点钟会起床，陪她在楼下跑步，送她去上学，然后回来睡到十一点。晚上等她放学回来挤在一起看电影撸猫，很确切地能够活在这一刻中的幸福。非常知足。

7. 还是要讲一下David Foster Wallace.

“And it is this, I think, that makes Kafka's wit inaccessible to children whom our culture has trained to see jokes as entertainment and entertainment as reassurance. It is not that students don't "get" Kafka's humor but that we've taught them to see humor as something you get - the same way we've taught them that a self is something you just have. No wonder they cannot appreciate the really central Kafka joke: that the horrific struggle to establish a human self results in a self whose humanity is inseparable from that horrific struggle. That our endless and impossible journey toward home is in fact our home. It's hard to put into words, up at the blackboard, believe me. You can tell them that maybe it's good they don't "get" Kafka. You can ask them to imagine his stories as all about a kind of door. To envison us approaching and pounding on this door, increasingly hard, pounding and pounding, not just wanting admission but needing it; we don't know what it is but we can feel it, this total desperation to enter, pounding and ramming and kicking. Then, finally, the door opens ... and it opens outward - we've been inside what we wanted all along. Das ist komisch.”

- Excerpt from "Some remarks on Kafka's funniness from which probably not enough has been removed'

8. Dave Chappelle, a fucking genius. I mean it. Netflix上面的前两部很好，第三部很烂，但是第三部结尾，一定要看完。Don't be that bottom bitch, baby; don't you ever break characters.