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notyourmartha
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waxwing
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Lotta Sea Lice
reading don quixote with its break in narrative on a sunday afternoon sitting in a picturesque little alley drinking decaf named after the boy you sometimes wonder about and a chinese man sat down ...
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Violet Bent Backwards Over the Grass
(一边织拖了五个月的bunnyclava一边用libby听有声书） and then i decided to do nothing about anything and i was afraid that my sadness was so great you had to share it the more i get into my poetry th...
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in the show they had a machine for detecting depression. and they solved it by making her want a new baby. and you, you carried on with living. in the library you read so many words you didn’t recognize, you kept kicking the board of the table, among girls and boys who too stayed in the library until midnight on the day of the election, an election where no one can win. and you listen to an audiobook about the sri lankan civil war where people disappear like the extinguished fire and words that leave your mouth. and you missed the deadline of the conference you keep telling people you were submitting to. you lied in bed watching the finale of the 10th season of greys anatomy when cristina said her farewell to meredith: he’s not the sun, you are. but what about you? what are you burning for? you try, you try to go on living, it really shouldn’t be this hard, global warming is real enough that you can still walk around in a crop top, not yet 24 hrs away from illness. maybe you like to suffer, maybe this is the dark and twisted way you were raised, happiness is a guilty feeling, you sabotage your own achievements. but no more! you say to yourself. you will go on living, and you will pay as much attention as you can, and you will try and talk to someone else about it. and you will find a way to make it work, after all.
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